Not long ago, I gave up hope
But you came along
And gave me something
I could hold onto
The World Has Its Shine (but I would Drop It on a Dime)
~Cobra Starship
After revealing my deepest darkest secret to my best friend. I have heard a mumbled I love you and silence. Dead silence. Nothing. No words. No sound. Emptiness. She had hung up. And I was left sitting in a room with my roommates, not knowing what to do. So I did what I thought was logical to me. Steven.
The problem with dating your bestest. Is that when you're mad at your boyfriend, you have no one. You can't exactly separate the two. And so I sit here with one friend in shock and tears and the other taking shots of tequila and texting me song lyrics.
I'm hurt, but I know I hurt my bestfriend more. "why didn't you tell me, I would've told you" I didn't even have a chance to offer a reason. But there are no reasons. You don't keep secrets from best friends right. I chose to struggle. By myslef when I could have had support
But I didn't know that then and I'm not sure if I know it now.......
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